What is happiness and how to be happy…!?

I know everythin’ won’t goin’ right when I grown up….

When I was child, I have a tremendous dreams and marvelous daydreaming ’bout my future.
But it looks fade away from me now…
Blur… and blurring…

And it makes me losing heart…

My dream seems flies away from me…
And I still can’t realize it…
Why?

It makes me stuck and freezing for amount of time..

What are you looking 4 actually, boi?
“LOVE…”?

What the heck is LOVE actually…?
Please tell me…! I want to know…!

It mostly damaged and crushed my heart into pieces…
Damn hurt… so hurt… till I can’t describe it…
Makes me forget how to put smiles on my face…

I just want to break free and spread my wings again….
like when I was a child with my huge and extraordinary dreams…

“Wake up… wake up…!”

Don’t look back to the past too long, boi!
coz, the new beginning is always available for you…

Look!!
Keeps ur head up! Keep knock… knockin’… on ur chest…
You’re the b’ballman, right!?

“B’ballman is strong… tough… and not a cry baby…!”

Be tough… be GREAT! Aaahhhh… Come on!

GOD is always with you….
You never walk alone boi…

Be tough…! Be GREAT…!

“I must be strong… brave… even everything is not goin’ right… But JESUS is always with me…! Hold my hand JESUS and don’t ever let it go…!”

Dedicated to JESUS my bestfriend and my great father… =)